I'm Gaining Myself !!!

Leveling ....

huhhh !!! Now , I'm start taking serious about myself upon the time , it always pushing up off me ... time by time ... Not to brag all myself , just it's now to change to another dimension ...gain myself ... I'll try my best now ...

19 my number now .... It's always not too late ... I'm ready to push myself up and gaining whatever it takes to make something good that I did not realise long time ago ... I already planned this for long time ago ... but time taking me off and made me ignored this for years ... So, soon I'll be student of business school ... Thus, I need to match myself with others ... That's me all the time ...Try to be along with others upon be my self , it be ...

With support from family and friends, I'd love to create new self of mine ... being good around others, make some changes it would be determined within my destiny ... Now, it's seriously hard, and would be hard along seconds ... But, like I said , I'll challenge myself limits to be unlimited ... Try hard and harder ... Not care about people say, then they will soon see what they supposed to see in another years ... and I do not take shortcuts to be ... Take what it good to me for my future ... Click ! Click !

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Q Deen.... 2013

" ..... Am Down To The Earth "

really really do not know why it could be happen like this !!! but now I am officially down to the earth now .... just hold the highest pole of hope and go on . Let the rest do their job .... now, one it comes to one circle that known as habit . Far I go, Wide I view, at last it just illusion . Now, make it real is the final stage . First step is starting the race in adventure along the fuel of encouragement . Not to make it waste, but otherwise .

Get rid off super-advanced style, to know what is the problem inside . Just play the role as human being - not a saviour or a jackass . Learn - think , learn - think , learn - think . It's what everybody used to do . While the galaxy attract me to be smart user and I accept it with open - minded , but I prefer the wise . Not  too hard, and not too easy . As they go hard continuously, we can't fight but want to own it . Hence, it will be continuous for a long time . As I am, I want to observe first, till the right time to do it - may be for years . It's worthy if wait and do something else .

How about sociality ?  Hurm, it's really fun make new friends, tighten the bond and have fun till the last moment . Everywhere , friends won't die . It's just come and go . Last time, I make friends at one good sociality, best place - I grabbed lots experience which is made my life perfect . I never regret and encourage to build more bonds . Down to the earth, I can add more to my friends' lists in my phone . Balance the level and not to obsess to some habit . Eventually, I hope I will appreciate them and stay contact till last .

My Life . My Self . My Mind . My Buddies . Forever !!!                

The "Motion" Ruled Me Out !!!

Gaah ! Now I realised that the motion really really hate me of what I'm doing, seeing, absorbing ... Those things made me out of my own dreams' ways ... Want to ignore it ? It's easy in outer side but the inside, "they" chased me, stabbed me, throw me out !!!

Upon to my last stories, want to be entrepreneur but only in one second . Then it blew away along the motion of wind . 1 out of millions dream . So excited became shocked, viewing the nature and now, ( ohh ! it's nature . Ok ! )
got my meaning ??? Eventually, I happened to be as what I am right away , away from those best task .

But what can I say, last but not least those help me survive and still alive , besides meeting new people, new moments, new skills and else . Not to let it ago , but just stay close . Who knows one right time will appear and want me to count this and the motion will salute me in future . " We Will See !!! "

First Door of Whole Doors ...

Now I'm on my feet stand really close to the door to open up all my dreams' doors ... Rock n Roll !!!
Just few steps to control and challenges behind those doors I don't and will know soon ... All I need is strength for both physical and mental to push myself in lost of time now ...

I wish I could forget all things, matters and shits behind me and pursuit the reality in battlefront now . Cuz those were just made me alive - thank you , but still not enough for me . It's up to me . Fullstop !!!

Starting Over ...

Here I am ... ex-prior of Penang life in wizards of prison, as they assumed . Nothing more, nothing less ... Now I'm free of some bitch of matters for temporary machine . What I'm deserved for nothing, I thought . Listening to Buried Alive of Avenged Sevenfold, I could relieved . Hahaha
Buried all I would .

What I want to do now ? Good question . I'd love to start over ... make all things I want to do, what I could spend of my life now . First of all, this . Sooner or later, I will gear up my superb skills to show them in future. Haa still reminiscing days of best and baddest memories there but now I realised those were fantasy . So far away from reality . There were several things that benefits for me to absorb in my world, but the leftover are stinks and rubbish . That's the word . Hahaha