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Saturday, August 24

I'm Gaining Myself !!!

Leveling ....

huhhh !!! Now , I'm start taking serious about myself upon the time , it always pushing up off me ... time by time ... Not to brag all myself , just it's now to change to another dimension ...gain myself ... I'll try my best now ...

19 my number now .... It's always not too late ... I'm ready to push myself up and gaining whatever it takes to make something good that I did not realise long time ago ... I already planned this for long time ago ... but time taking me off and made me ignored this for years ... So, soon I'll be student of business school ... Thus, I need to match myself with others ... That's me all the time ...Try to be along with others upon be my self , it be ...

With support from family and friends, I'd love to create new self of mine ... being good around others, make some changes it would be determined within my destiny ... Now, it's seriously hard, and would be hard along seconds ... But, like I said , I'll challenge myself limits to be unlimited ... Try hard and harder ... Not care about people say, then they will soon see what they supposed to see in another years ... and I do not take shortcuts to be ... Take what it good to me for my future ... Click ! Click !

Signature,
Q Deen.... 2013

Saturday, June 22

" ..... Am Down To The Earth "

really really do not know why it could be happen like this !!! but now I am officially down to the earth now .... just hold the highest pole of hope and go on . Let the rest do their job .... now, one it comes to one circle that known as habit . Far I go, Wide I view, at last it just illusion . Now, make it real is the final stage . First step is starting the race in adventure along the fuel of encouragement . Not to make it waste, but otherwise .

Get rid off super-advanced style, to know what is the problem inside . Just play the role as human being - not a saviour or a jackass . Learn - think , learn - think , learn - think . It's what everybody used to do . While the galaxy attract me to be smart user and I accept it with open - minded , but I prefer the wise . Not  too hard, and not too easy . As they go hard continuously, we can't fight but want to own it . Hence, it will be continuous for a long time . As I am, I want to observe first, till the right time to do it - may be for years . It's worthy if wait and do something else .

How about sociality ?  Hurm, it's really fun make new friends, tighten the bond and have fun till the last moment . Everywhere , friends won't die . It's just come and go . Last time, I make friends at one good sociality, best place - I grabbed lots experience which is made my life perfect . I never regret and encourage to build more bonds . Down to the earth, I can add more to my friends' lists in my phone . Balance the level and not to obsess to some habit . Eventually, I hope I will appreciate them and stay contact till last .

My Life . My Self . My Mind . My Buddies . Forever !!!                

Wednesday, June 19

The "Motion" Ruled Me Out !!!

Gaah ! Now I realised that the motion really really hate me of what I'm doing, seeing, absorbing ... Those things made me out of my own dreams' ways ... Want to ignore it ? It's easy in outer side but the inside, "they" chased me, stabbed me, throw me out !!!

Upon to my last stories, want to be entrepreneur but only in one second . Then it blew away along the motion of wind . 1 out of millions dream . So excited became shocked, viewing the nature and now, ( ohh ! it's nature . Ok ! )
got my meaning ??? Eventually, I happened to be as what I am right away , away from those best task .

But what can I say, last but not least those help me survive and still alive , besides meeting new people, new moments, new skills and else . Not to let it ago , but just stay close . Who knows one right time will appear and want me to count this and the motion will salute me in future . " We Will See !!! "

Tuesday, May 28

First Door of Whole Doors ...

Now I'm on my feet stand really close to the door to open up all my dreams' doors ... Rock n Roll !!!
Just few steps to control and challenges behind those doors I don't and will know soon ... All I need is strength for both physical and mental to push myself in lost of time now ...

I wish I could forget all things, matters and shits behind me and pursuit the reality in battlefront now . Cuz those were just made me alive - thank you , but still not enough for me . It's up to me . Fullstop !!!


Saturday, May 18

Starting Over ...

Here I am ... ex-prior of Penang life in wizards of prison, as they assumed . Nothing more, nothing less ... Now I'm free of some bitch of matters for temporary machine . What I'm deserved for nothing, I thought . Listening to Buried Alive of Avenged Sevenfold, I could relieved . Hahaha
Buried all I would .

What I want to do now ? Good question . I'd love to start over ... make all things I want to do, what I could spend of my life now . First of all, this . Sooner or later, I will gear up my superb skills to show them in future. Haa still reminiscing days of best and baddest memories there but now I realised those were fantasy . So far away from reality . There were several things that benefits for me to absorb in my world, but the leftover are stinks and rubbish . That's the word . Hahaha

Wednesday, November 21

Such as Me in Undecided Position

See through the title, we would know that is complicated, unimagined, confusing situation . That's what I've been through this line . At first, I don't know what to do, with no experience, newbie guy through this out of range of my horizon in KL . Back in time, I'm just a boy with no attractions at all, simply known as nerd boy - shit ! I hate that quote . They just thought I'm no wanna be, full of distractions, and bad things in and out of my life - just like input through the process become the output - that's what I learn in Business course . I'm just explore this hole with no feelings, and be with my friends like other acquaintances . It's not okay for me at first place, but when I realised it in no time, I know they just ordinary creatures with their mind-thoughts - no productive . Now, I Am Thinking Over The Productive One While Doing What I Want To Do In My Life .

With inspired of that phrase, the situation comes to me . Suit to this title, it's about my position as a leader - not a good one, I realised that - TQ . Leader position that I've said is in PMC, A1P7 class representative ( best known as a leader ) . I'm just nothing compared to CEO in biggest companies, firms, clubs and anything else . But I just loved to mimic themselves through myself . For one strongest reason, I want to hold my position is through this medium I can chat with other people, know them, getting know and know, and try to make them my partners . Bad or Good is side dishes, one of my thoughts is They Are Human, Not Alien . Remarked . The half of my clearly observations, I obtained variety of experience, skills, and though performances in my records . There's more and more will come to me in no time, yet to be .

Continue to this topic, this position has been handed over to me because I was his best friend, - no name - . He just got offer letter to be a teacher . And he decided he want to leave us, 3 stand-stood guys to 23 girls . Yet he left, and in one fine afternoon, A1P7 had class meeting known as Mentor-Mentee . Among three guys, I didn't that my name would be the chosen one . Starting the meeting, I likewise arrived late 5 minutes away . Many eyes watching me with cold, hot, sweet, sour eyes . Hahaha, I'm sorry I'm being late .said to mentor . And she just happily said Ok ! Remarked . Hastily, I grabbed a seat for myself and sat sound and safe . With no interim leader, the mentor of A1P7, forcely had to start the speech . 10 minutes after the speech covered by laughing, sad of one comrade gone to left us for another bright future, Pn Nana, officially mentor A1P7 announced the election of A1P7 new captain of the ship . Yeah, the captain would be one of the trio . And my one of my comrade, tough, Penang-self, seriously face, 165cm I guess, RMC back in time . All girls stood for him, desired to vote for him, outnumbered of me . Actually, the girls don't have many choices to vote, I knew it already . So in the meantime, they wrote the names, each person, not one missed, put the untold names into one box . ......................................................................... . . . . . Pn Nana counted all of it, and the result is draw between me and him . 26 mentees, 13 for me - really, I have fans Ahaha -, 13 for him . One deep confession is I know, I lived and studying in Penang, with Penang students mostly, so I know I will no have the chances for 10 marks co-curriculum . The guy for 13 is Penang . So yeah !! You got it, brother !! Go get 'em . But it's not finshed till that time, only one person did not vote who is Pn Nana . So she decided to give the scroll to me with high of trust, loyalty and tolerancy . The other classmates, claps and congrates me for being a new leader . I'm with no skills at all to attained this much higher task for less than 1 year . I just thanked all the attorneys and I'm a Judge . That guy congrates me too, and I just preciously thanked him too . Last of stand-stood guy is like me too, with master of humour, spontaneously self, love to make people laugh, and guess what I'm  the only KL guy in this class . He's Penang too, even one village with another guy . In my mind, it's banana for me to handle Penang people . But it's not too long, I found they are really friendly, caring and stand for their comrades too .

One day just left me out with happy moments and will be hard times to rock n roll . The next day, all A1 lecture division know me as a new leader in A1P7 ship . They just simply congrate me and I'm simply said, I'm nothing and please teach me how to .All days are being good with new circumstance . In addition, I've been rewarded one glorious, luminous and wealthy pen from my lovely sister . She's congrates me, yet she wanted more than this . She gave me that pen as a gift being new leader and she urges me to live steadily in that position, hold and glittering the sparks out of myself last few years ago . So, I took the challenge with high spirits, and hold this position like she wanted to .

This position, I appreciated to because it's not what people can easily to achieve and not as simple to hold it continuously . Even I cannot to hold that for long-term . Maybe it's common from another view, but in my sight, being a leader is a new way to survive in hard life and it's much precious when we make it platinum and thers will see . All classmates will come around and support me to make them put more trust in me . I know I can and I will do . Most lecturers know me as A1P7 leader than a lame one .

Part One, The End ~

Thank You .


Monday, November 19

new horizon . new sparks .

welcome for me to new place i've been through since June dis year . Lots people I meet, lots outrageous manner I found . Lots granted mask , those are really one of a kind . Never thought I could decide to change my own self, place and time to a new place, culture and people . It's bout many things to story here . Such good place with good people around me, like in heaven I think . That's Penang !!!

At first, in KL, I lived in best places everywhere to chilling out with friends throughout nights, watching football matches every weekend, chatting, gossipin' , laughing out loud - never cares other people around us - , shout GOALLLL every ball into the nets . Hahaha . - clearly undeniable, it's best -
Besides that, we were RFBZ guys stand for fun things all the time - even tweeter, facebook, whatsapp we are together . Long-term friends are important in my atmosphere . This medium are what I hoped for . Even we're in hard situations, then sit together, story each problem out of truly hearts . Eventually, become laughing and happy moments created .

The goods I bring all along to the new world .
Not to deny, in fact, it's harder to adapt myself in Penang, where the place I'm studying in Penang Matriculation College - PMC . I'm taking account course, TQ for askin' . First out of all I want to touch about this wisdom stage . Since I got texted from government that offering me to study in PMC, I started my steps stalking all bout PMC . Not confident at all to go . But with RFBZ spirits, I went successfully through this . PMC is the best college ever for social-technology-fun-outing-friends category . One of a kind !!
First day I stepped in, it is like in the biggest event in the world . Similar to KL, not even one piece missed . means so many many parents sent their teens, cars, packed like in Sardines can . Hot-climate in Malaysia, but aid from God, His Bless make the day cool . Filled with all-unknown-mates registered whose friendly guys . As I'm used to be, I'm the last person in my room . I didn't know them . Like in aliens come from any planets . Oops, sorry guys . Haha , chill chill . But, with different minds, they are hot guys, but low-minded .It's okay to me .

First in my mind, I explored this new hole to find one person named 'someone who will change the will of my world in future" . haha, please keep this TOP SECRET . Study ?? haa, it's number two in my mind . Wtf i think back in time . First night, with new surrounding, new friends - roommates - we all the nights fought whose place is the bestest . Totally, I stand for KL . Haha, they just don't know what they're living in . K-pop being cursed in all many places . Even in my room, all the roommates are Big Bang . And I was known as T.O.P !!! Remarked . As the seconds flowing fast, minutes gone through, clock ticking, most people who knows me in campus called me this name . Haa, only few didn't know that name called me Q . Haha . That's better .

haa . time is jealous of me right now . To sum up this, I'm totally happy with PMC which will change my future to the bright side . And I know I can survive this . Actually, I have so many titles, to story about .Maybe, it's bout time . Perhaps, so soon, I'll continue with lots interesting titles . Such as Me in never decided position, Hard time to solve, Happy moments and special one, It's Dew !! Till the time, I have to wait .

| This Is Me | - Mr. Q - Respect - my thoughts through sights - End this . Remarked .


Thursday, March 22

Can't Bear This Feelin's

Just Me and One Circle of Her...
turn left, 'her'...
turn right, 'her'...
turn into, 'her'...
turn 360, 'her'...

haa...
can't bear this feelin's...
shocked by sweet moments of little time in fantasy world
demand more of it...
more of it...more of it...
bothered by hard circumstance...

I...
want my life in that fantasy world...

but the question is...

MAY I DESERVE FOR THAT WHAT I REALLY REALLY REALLY DESIRE ?

only my future can answer that...

Tuesday, February 7

Feb-ulous 1, 2012


Fabulous February 1, 2012


We're in one cocoon vault sitting together serve seconds of luxury moments...
Eatin' Nasi Bujang ( familiar in Malaysia ), especially for person named 'youngster'
Drinkin' Teh o Ais ( Iced Tea )
Thumbin' I.T gadgets
Playing games 
Whoopin' flavour of Grape Mint ( free for that night )
Staying till late night


hahaha... what a wonderfull limits of time...


cklap ! (-_-)

Rookie For Wipey !

Sh0t Without Mercy 

Pro-Curl

Experienced Boy

Wait For his Turn

Ohh-ho ! Nice Looking

Focus ! You Can Do It More !

Future Bright Talent

Hey ya !
Watch out !
Hahaha !
Those unconscious talent are few of my friends...
They always spend leisure time playing snooker to make up themselves a good player like the others around the world for one day in future !
Of course they have talents like the others, just they shy to make their debut in any competitions...
Hahaha !

Cklap ! (-_-)

Is It Me ?

Place : City of All Dreams
Time : N/A
Date : N/A

Starts with ...
Actually, I'm married person in free marriage...me and the girl, Marie (not real name) had been just through an "you-know-what" situation ourselves at one seducing night...yes, it was...we were just do it out of common sense...and suddenly, we've been shocked by lots of voices that just getting around and become any closer with us...I stunned and can't do any moves just because fear of my own fault at that time...Marie felt the same way though but I took those in heavy matter... On the next day, I've woke up late and when I just out of my room, there, in not much spacious living room full of both whole families, sit in steady mode but sad and regretful expressions on their faces I can see...I've been pulled out by someone I know to sit with them on shameful face...waiting for the right person to judge my bad marry-off day...we were in bad mood, of course my family the only shameful because of their son that's me, involved in "you-know-what" matters... I know they took my burden on their shoulders...I felt regretful at that time see my Marie pulled out her face from me...arrgghhh!!what i've done...!!!few minutes later while i'm still in my regret imagination...the judger arrived and sit right in front of me with hastily finished it...and now I'm a husband to Marie...how could I take these burdened on my shoulder right away !?
Why those huge matter could happened like this in just one night ?? I slowly can't accept those matter in my life... I only think that I should die now... But it can't solve anything of course...Marie's family is well-known of their egoist lifestyle... It is because after I've been announced as husband to their daughter... Her parents hastily stood and condemned me, and I only remember the sentence. "We still can't accept this"... I am the person that very understood because Marie is their only daughter that just 17 years old same with me, schooling in the same institute...For now, only me, Marie and our big web of families know about this... Tomorrow then, we're going to school, pretending like friends, greeting our friends without showing the sign that we're husband and wife... As usual, we study in same classroom but different table and seat... Many of my friends get closer to Marie cause of her cute, pretty and elegant style in herself in every second... Everyday, the same thing happened... I'd just be jealous of her getting closer with my friends... For 1st and 2nd day, absolutely i can hold myself when noticed my wife just being surrounded by them...but now, i can't stand lasts longer...
Suddenly, my body moves on its own that had been control by my red angry emotion to my  wife's seat and...

be continued in 3 days later ...
gtg ...
cklap !! (-_-)

I'm Newbie, Sir !

Place : On the desert
Time : 12.00 p.m
Date : N/A

Starts with...
me, Q ( current ) stand on the ground and accompanied by hot Sun located on my head and suddenly... Sgt. Q ( year of 2040 ), good-looking, tough is enough and taller than me in current year, come and stand in front of me with fierce face... He starts ask me...

Q        : Good Afternoon, Sir ! (salute)
Sgt. Q : Hmmm...
Q        : I'm just newbie here, sir !
Sgt. Q : Your full name !!
Q        : Oo... my name is Raja Ah...mad
Sgt. Q : Loud and Clear !!!
Q        : RAJA AHMAD NAQIUDDIN BIN RAJA ABDUL MALIK, sir !!
Sgt. Q : Your age...
Q        : 18 years old clear, sir !
Sgt. Q : Hmmm !! Why  you desire to join this community ??
Q        : I want to express my idea and feeling through this WALL, sir !! I also want to get     
involved officially in this atmosphere too... !!!
Sgt. Q : Haha !! Only  what you great for ??
Q        : Actually, ...
Sgt. Q : Loud and Clear !!
Q        : I'm good at nothing, sir !! Sorry, sir !! I can't answer your question because i am not make up special ability to myself yet and I think this is the best platform for me to start my adventure world, sir !! For now, ...
Sgt. Q : Silent !! I don't want to hear your single silly word anymore !! It's just nonsense !! Mark this phrase... !!
LESS TALKING, ACTING FIRST !!! if you just talking nonsense, but not taking any moves, you are still in your cocoon, staying in your victim personality life...!!! Got my words ??
Q just shocked right away and my body stunned like a stone, stand in no words...

be continued soon ...
 cklap !! (- _-)

Wednesday, January 18

Welcome To The .... in 2.0.1.2

my life had totally change...
kinda wait n see the things that will be going in front of us...
just live n let it be...
all things that happened conclude silver lining for us to achieve...
Introducing, this is a MELODY OF LIFE... 

Saturday, December 24

New Story Life of Q Deen

... HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL CITIZENS AROUND THE WORLD ...

Hi, now i'm already back to this vault that give varies of expressions...

Ceritanya sekarang, aku lebih suka dikenali dengan nama Q Deen....Kenapa Deen ? Good Question...Deen in Arabic means the way of life...so aku berminat dgn istilah tuu...sangat menarik minat aku...erm Q pulak adalah nama tengah aku...haa...apa orang kata, tutup buku 2011, bukak buku baru tahun 2012 dengan azam ingin berjaya dalam hidup...semua orang nak berjaya...so do I...menjelang je tahun 2012, aku digelar sebagai pra-dewasa sebab umur nya telah naik satu anak tangga ke umur 18 tahun...

2012...erm apa maksud sebenar 2012 pada aku ?
aku pun tak tau dan tak pasti...sebab pada pandangan aku, setiap hari adalah sama seperti hari-2 lain...bekerja, belajar, ber-CINTA, berfacebook, n macam-2 lg...jadi pe sebenarnya yang aku cari pada tahun 2012 ini....huu...hati terdetik satu persoalan yang menyingkap dalam sanubari hidup ini...hhiuhhh...aku harap dapat temu jawapannya...mungkin sebenarnya, aku ingin merasa hidup seperti orang lain, especially kawan-2 aku yang tengah berusaha keras bekerja untuk menyara diri sendiri di samping dating dengan buah hati mereka...hmm...selama 5 tahun aku meneroka alam persekolahan, satu apa pun aku tak pernah try ( bende-2 baek )...rase rugi lakk tak isi sepenuhnya dalam usia remaja ku...

Selain mencari istilah lain 2012 ini dalam diriku, aku juga sudah buat beberapa keputusan untuk mencari hidup aku sendiri...lagu watak dendangan Hafiz AF7 menyedarkan aku untuk terus tersedar dan menuju alam kesenangan yang dicitakan selama ini...mungkin juga aku akan menempuh liku-liku hidup dalam bandar yang penuh keseronokan malah diduga dengan cabaran yang tak kurang hebatnya...atau aku lebih prefer untuk tinggal dalam taman hijau yang dilingkari pokok-pokok, nyanyian katak yang merdu, turut disambut oleh melodi cengkerik pada waktu malam, serta dimeriahkan oleh kelip-kelip yang tiada henti mencurahkan cahaya dari pigmen mereka....

antara dua mempunyai kehebatan dan keistimewaan yang setanding...hhiuuhh...agak sukar membuat keputusan ini...

kalau di bandar, aku masih dapat terus bermain futsal bersama rakan-2 aku ( hafiez, iqbal, toy, julap, nas, pyjon, naim (bro aku ) ) , berbalas comment di laman facebook, lepak waktu malam layan wi-fi de mamak sambil menyewwitt awek yang jalan di sekitar situ....uhh...tak mampu aku lupekannya...

tapi aku tak lupe kata-kata orangtua, yang kita ini harus berbakti kepada tanah...oleh itu, aku juga memerah keringat untuk mengambil pengalaman tinggal di hutan, melihat alam, dan melengkap projek-2 peribadi aku...banyak yang aku nak wt research kat sane...rase tak sabar dalam hati membuak-buak...haaahhh...aku akan membuat keputusan yang muktamad untuk diri aku sendiri bagi membina masa hadapan yang cerah....

THE END FOR NOW AND WILL BE CONTINUED SOON....

Saturday, October 8

5 BETA (2011) LAST CHANCE



this is the first video....
After we will upgrade n make it more interesting !
wait for it....

Friday, May 27

STORY OF 27 MAY

Assalamualaikum 2 all readers that muslim n good day 2 all readers that non muslim...
waahhhh.....!?!?!?!ari ni ari yg sgt best 4 students @ SMK Pandan Jaya bcuz dis is it, our freesdom day after pcah kpale jwb mid-year exm...slen 2, ari ni juge mrupekn sambutan Hari Guru SMKPJ 2011...thx ckgu-2 yg slame ni x jemu mlyn kami smue yg baik-2 ni especially ckgu-2 klas Form 5 Beta 2011...ape lg...Hooray-2 laa!!

arini aq dtg tpat kol 7.15 am...pg yg glap, awn yg kgelapan mensaljukn keadaan...tpat jam 0730 majlis yg dtggu-2 oleh para pndidik SMKPJ pun bermulai...dmulekn dgn bacaan doa agr pg yg indah ini dberkati Allah dan jge merahmati skalian makhluk d alam ini....amin ya rabbal alamin....after that dteruskn dgn pmbacaan utusan dri kementerian pndidikan dan Perdana Menteri dan diucapkn oleh Ckgu Esan....mmg terbaek beliau berkate dgn intonasi sebaik seorg pemimpin negara....mmbuat kn kami smue happy n kagum thadap beliau....then, disambut dgn sdikit hiburan 5 org amoi yg ermmm,,,, mmpesmbhkn tarian cina....mmg best...membe aq yg lbeyh ske dkenali sbg AF x kelip mate lgsg....mmg impress gle sme lu amoi....pas2 diker barat....oleh ckgu-2 laki yg hensem-encem kt ats pntas....mmg teruje gle...xsgke mereke mmpunyai suare standing artis tanah air....pas2 prinicipal naek ats pnts utk mrasmikan sambutan yg meriah ini yg disambut baik oleh ckgu abe yie n posto naek basikal....fuhh...dpt jc no 55 ngan tedy bear....

abes jee sume 2 ade lakk pmainan students vs teachers dlm football match, volleyball, netball...ktige-2 game ni ckgu mng...tgk laa bdn beliau-2 ni tough-2 blake...mmg xde chance r nk mng an students ni....fo0tball say0 10-0....volleyball kedue-2 set teachers mng n same to netball....pity-2...hahax....

erm....
dlm tempoh mse students vs teachers ni, aq xmen....tp aq g laa seek for an angel....rmai yg hott tp aq still desire bout her....that girl from the last story....g laa tgk angel yg aq mnat uh kt netball game...1st sight aq ushaa dy men mmg cool...she's capable of....netball boley men,hand ball boley men....pe lg yg dy bole?lpas abes men 2, dy brehat kt bwh pohon yg rendah dan indah nian gitu....aq un amek laa port....when aq ushaa die....die un reply blekk ushaa aq dgn jelingan sinisnye yg made ati aq cair....ati ni da gian nk g try....da nk grak da ni....pappp....!!!aduhh...!!! dhalang n dsergah ble sowg membe ni yg ske dkenali sam tpok bahu ku n ajx aq g tgk football match....dlm ati nk jee tolak smate-2 utk dat angel tp....tanpe mnolak pemintaan sowg membe baek aq un g laa mniggalkn that angel for 2 weeks cuti ni....argghhhh...!?!?!?!?!?tension gleee....pe laa harus aq lakukan....

Thursday, February 24

the ...

hi ... ...
em ... ...

juz nk bgtau yg aq xkn update lg lpas ni until dbritau...
k...
sbb aq xtau r cm ne nk try bdadari uh an...

Saturday, February 19

continue . . . KESEDIHAN HATI JEJAKA

ASSALAMUALAIKUM kwn2ku harry, ihsan, amir, haziq, muhsin, nas, firdaus, hafiz, ashraf, megat, syaerel, ama, nura, ashura, hazi, haris, haa, spe lg r ...n sume followers cter nie tmasok aq...

erm...
ari nie aq nk cter yg terbaek...yg korg bole bhn aq keesokan harinye k...
cter nie mgisahkn seorang jejaka yg ckop sedih hatinye apebile dy mlihat ssuatu tragedi yg kurg... sng bg jejaka itu sendiri utk mndekati bdadari itu....

haa...
dri mane aq nk stat ni eyh...
erm...
first of all, aq nk ucap thniah pd kontinjen SMK PANDAN JAYA kerana tlah diiktiraf sbg naib johan dlm perarakan maulidurrasul peringkat kbgsaan...slen itu, aq trot bsyukur ke hadrat Ilahi krn menjdkn permulaan tah0n bru ini ssuaru yg bmakne bg sume dak skola especially dak fom 5 taon ni tmasok aq laa orgnye...hik3....

erm...
korg mest x sbar2 nk bhn aq ttg bdadari kayangan uh an...
huhh...
aq bsyukor krn dpt tgk wjhnye 1 mggu ni...woww...dlm sej...aq sty smpi kol 3, dy pon sty smpi kol 3...nk tau knp...sbb dy nk usha aq kot...hahaha...prasan glee mamat ni...erm...sng ati aq dpt tgk dy dpn mate aq secare live full HD...hm...bkn aq sorg je yg nmpk tp kwn2ku pon nmpk gk...tp dowg xtau kot...jgn slh phm aw...aq ngan bdadari ni knln bese jee...cume akhir2 ni aq ade hati lak nk rpat2 ngan dy...erm...bole dpt ke x r...?em..sbnrnye bdadari ni bru baek dri dmam (waah caring gk aq ni an...bese...)...aq berterima kaseh pd Tuhan krn mmulihkn tubuh bdnnye...si bdadari uh lpak kt skola sbb nk recover blek plajaran dy yg ttggl uh...mklumlaa dy un cm aq gk an...haa...1 mggu ni aq hepi sgt xtau knp...meb ade 1 ari ni...bdadari uh sty lme xblek umh un...sbb dy ade kawad kaki...kawad kaki pee aq xnk r bgtau...time 2 lak kwn2 aq ade kt c2...aduhh...aq pk ade yg da tau dlm kalangan dowg 2...aq un tsengeh jelaa cm org utan dpt pisang an...pnh tgk owg utan dpt pisang...?haa...cm 2 la aq...hihihi...sbb bdadari uh lalu kt blakang aq, di samping itu juga, ade sorg kwn aq ni sprti da tauu...spe sbnrnye bdadari uh...dy un men ketuk2 meje...aduhh...panik glee time 2...naseb baek x kantoi...erm...korg mest ttnye2 an spe kwn aq 2...erm...nk bgtau xnk r...erm...dy ni ensem orgnye, tough,pkai songkok n org slalu pggl dy qori...erm...lpas uh aq un tnpe mmbuang mse lg jd ejen oo7 g usha si bdadari uh kwd kaki...hahahaha...mmg lwk...tp nk wt cm ne an...bdadari uh gk yg aq nk try...

haa...itulaa part yg plg best dlm mggu ni...
tp xkne lg an ngan tjok ni...
pe tjok dy...
haa...kesedihan hati jejaka....
agknye pe mksodnye ek...
hhaaaiiihhh...
aq pon nga mngalirkn airmate ni ketike sdg mnulis blog ni...hrap korg phm laa eh...
cternyee cm ni...korg pon tau an aq nk try si bdadari ni dri awl taon lg...kt blog aq daa cter, kt fb aq da tles plbgai status ttg bdadari uh...tp pd ari yg pertame ni, aq dpt tgk ni kt phimpunan stiap ari isnin bese r 2 an...k r...2 yg wt aq hepi uh...erm...tbe je waktu blek, aq kuar lbeyh awl dri dy...sggup uh tggu dy kuar...slame 40 minit tgk jee tgge 2 agr aq dpt ksan dy da tron ke blom...tpat jee minit ke 40...dy tron...waahh...sejuk bdn aq bgaikn brade dlm peti ais...hm...mlihat setiap lgkh bdadari uh jln mnuju ke port dy, kantin...dy lpak kt meje dpn blek mkn guru...aq tnong je dy lme2 smpi kwn aq tg0r pon aq wt dono jee...aq un wt laa gk keje skola aq yg byk uh...ape kate org...sambil mnyelam mnom air...haa...cm 2 laa...aq tgk jam aq da tpat kol 3...haa...wak2 dy blah...ok...aq da stndby r nk grk jln ngan dy cm nk tman dy blek r an...dy un da packing2 brg nk blek...mle2 dy cri best fren dy tp x jmpe...ok...pe jd nmpknye dy blek jln sorg2...haa...aq da agkt kaki da ni...tbe2...lgkh ku tkedu apebile klimaksnye, ade sorg guy ni kononnye kwn klas dy iring dy kt sblh bdadari uh...mksod aq jln kt sblh dy...haa...watha2...kalo aq jln 15 cm jee da bole tgor dy...tp pe kn daye...guy 2 dpt dlu...dy tros jee jln ngan muke slmbe rpat2...haa...tcalar hati aq cm org sdg mnoreh gtah kt dlm ati aq ni...pns nye mcm brade di pdg pasir...haa...hancor hrpn aq nk dkt ngan dy...x jd aq nk blek n tros ltak beg...bkk buku smbong blek keje...haa...cm ne aq nk dkt ngan bdadari uh...ad jeee hlngn nye...hhhaaaiiihh...sdg aq nga wt keje skola, aq tbayang guy 2 ngan dy blek bdue jee...smpi ke kayangan bdadari uh...hhaaiiihh...aq tepk gk knp bkn aq yg d sblh bdadari uh...aaaaarrrrrghhhhh...

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cm ne aq nk cter lg an...
pe yg hrus aq lakukn...
bgaimana ku nant, bla tiada kau di sisi...
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tme kaseh r eh... :(

Saturday, February 12

continue live.action

hai korg sume....
mggu ni mmg kurg bez cter psl si bdadari ni sbbnye aq pon xtau la, bce jelaa...

erm...
igt lg x aq ad cter psl bez partner aq 2 kt episod 1...aq ckp yg dy ni ske tacing...pas2 mggu lpas dy jumpe aq sroh aq edit cket...erm..kwn punye psl an aq pon edit laa...ksian lak kt dy ni...takot2 jatoh pulak status dy an...ok r fine aq tkar...OK DIN, AQ DA TKAR, MAAFKN AQ EH SBB AIBKN KO...PEKK...

abes cter psl yg 2...
skalang pule...
aq tringin sgt cter psl kisah aq di skola...waahh...
fes day of de week, aq msok skola, cm bese r jumpe kwn2 an...jumpe2 jee ngan dowg sume...
tbe2 aq kne bhn..pekk...nk tau ape dowg ckp kt aq....dowg ckp aq ni smart r, hebat, baik...pekk xdelaa...dowg cume bhn aq dgn pkataan like bullets on the roof...bese r 2...tp bkn 2 je...byk lg...
tiang agame r, berba laa...siap wt hypothesis uhh...sehebat-hebat tiang, hebat lg berba...pekk...aq pon glak cmp0 sgn kt c2...lyn je r...

itoo laa bnde yg sme aq trime dri fes day smpi ari kamis....haa...jumaat len lak sbb jumaat ade road run...tahniah kpd atlet2 yg bjaye yg dpt no...yg x dpt no xpe, sbb aq turot x dpt no gk...yg dpt no 2 kaki yg da modified jd ducati veron....pekk...aq ni pkai enjin honda c70 jee...em...tahniah gk kt uma iswara(merah) sbb dpt no 1(wow spe x bgge beb...),aq laa 2...byk markah yg kami sume julang...sbyk 193...kteowg dpt no 1 dri bwh drpd 5 umah sukan...hhaammppehh t00ol...hem...nk wt cmne an xde luck r...xpe ade lg pluang...tggu r...

erm da ar 2 cter psl aq nye kisah idop...wt sket bdn jee lari smlm...kalo tau yg aq klah dri awl lg, bek aq jd sukarelawan dpt gk cjil...hhisshh...


skarang cter psl bdadari kayangan yg aq nk try ssah nk dpt ni...
mggu lps bkn men bez lg cter nye, tp kali ni spoil cket sbb aq x nmpk bdadari uhh smggu...wwooww...dlm sejarah aq x nmpk dy aw...cis..graammm toll...rsenye lps aq kne psg spy...erm...ssape yg nk jd spy aq, tlg bgtau aw..aq akn bgtau korg ape nmenye, wjh nye mcm ne, dy fom bpe...?sume akn aq bgtau...aslkn aq dpt tgk dy...slen 2, aq da cbe cri binokule...tp x jmpe2...agk2 kalo aq x nmpk dlm 1 ari uhh...bole laa aq manafaat kn binokule 2 ngan tgk bdadari uhh dri klas...tp aq ade chat ngan dy dlm 1 mggu ni...bdadari uhh nyatekn yg dy x sehat, kne dmam pns kot...ksian...aq igt nk g lawat bdadari uhh ble aq da jd b*******d dy...pekk...hrap2 laa...meb sbb dy g mandi air banjir kt Johor kg dy...Johor kg aq gk...waahh...byk psamaan...bole ni x2...hehehe...dy dtg skola ari kamis jee...aq lak blek lmbt ari kamis sbb ade klas tambahan...hhaammppeehhh...grrrraaammmnyee...hrap2 ari isnin aq dpt usha wjh bdadari uhh puas2...erm...2 je r cter nye...nk wt cm ne an...doa2kn r aq dlm memburu cinte yg 1 dri bdadari uhh...pekk...jiwang gak aq ni an...

kr korg,
kte jmpe nex week, kalo ade pe2 nk tnye cri r aq kt fb ke yahoo pon bole...
taip jee Q Deen jmpe r aq...
lg 1...bende ni aq da lme ltak kt blogg ni...
bg r tips yg korg tau or yg korg sdie tau kt aq..bia aq pkai lak t0k try bdadari ni...
kot2 jd er...idea spe gk...pekk...tlg aw...thx geng...

Saturday, February 5

sambungan dri kisah yg lpas...

mggu ni x byk cter yg aq ade sbb dis week sko0l 2 ari je...
so...hope u all enjoy cuz dis story best....

em...mne aq nk stat ni...

mggu ni...
bermule pade pg isnin, aq g sko0l cm bese kol 6.40 pg...
aq jln sorg2 g sko0l...bessssttt...smpi je kt sko0l, aq tr0s ms0k dlm klas...
tanpe dok diam lg, aq bukak lgkh bersih kn halaman tmpt aq n ma fren(watha2) dok....
lps2 aq lpak r...fuhh...aq tgk pg 2 suram jee...awan mendung mcm nk hujaann...aq da mulai risau...aq nk sgt tgk membe2 aq nek ats pentas pg 2...tp ape kn daye...kuasa di alam ini sume Allah yg punye...maka hujaann pon turonn like bullets on the roof...

lpas 2 dtg sorg kwn aq ni yg namenye ilman...dy ni org kate ank toke emas...kaye uhh...em...dtg2 je tros puji aq...dy kate, waahhh...!!!rajennye ko raje bersihkn klas...aq pon wt dono jelaa...tp dlm ati hanye Tuhan jeee yg tau...x lme lpas 2 brulaa sume dak klas aq smpi...huhh...segak bergaye ari petame dis week dowg dtg...mase nga ujn uh mmg lme smpi loceng yg memukul2 suroh aq kuar dri klas uh...aq pon kuar tros ke kantin ngan membe2....

tggu jee kt c2 lme2, smpi 1 mase ni dtg sorg yg ku nk sgt 1 on 1 ngan dy ni...nk tau spe...?korg mest da tau kn...?spe lg kalo bkn bdadari kayangan 2 laa...aq tros tsenyum lebar, hati ku sejuuk mcm kt iceland...fuhh...mse 2 dy sty kt kantin(port dy) nk blaja ngan membe2 dy...k r...aq pon sty ngan membe2 aq...smbil2 tu aq tgk2 cket dy blaja...tbe2 aq tbayang kalo laa aq yg kt dpn dy nga blaja sme2...mest aq xkn lpekn saat 2...hhaaiihh...tbe2 aq tsentak dkej0tkn ngan satu tamparan ble ade sorg guy ni k0n0n2nye membe dy men dok jee sblh bdadari uh...pnampilan da alim pkai songkok..tbe2 nk dok rpt2, aq pon pns jee hati ni...dri ice yg aq gnggam kt tgn aq ni da jd air 5 saat je...aq sbr je r an...dy pon xknl muke aq lg...xkn aq nk ambush jee dak laki uh...5 minit lps uh air yg btukar dri ais 2 jd ais blek ble bdadari uh bgn dri meje 2 pas2 dok kt sblh membe pompuan dy...haa...lege ati aku...erm...smpi kol 3 aq lpak...tpat je jar0m jam aq kol 1500...dy pon blek...aq ape lg mrangkap ahli csi tros ekori dy blek...smpi je kt umah aq bkk fb tulis kt status yg aq hepi sgt arini...erm...i2 laa saat epi aq...

Esoknye, bende blaku spt bese...x byk prubahan n aq x dpt tgk wjh bdadari uh...i2 yg mnyedihkn...pas2 cuti...

erm...aq pon sdeyh gk xdpt bgtau kt korg cter yg mnarik...cuz aq sko0l 2 ari je...
jgn risau mggu dpn meb ade cter bez....tggu aw...troskn komen anda n bg aq tips cm ne aq nk 1 on 1 ngan bdadari tsebot...k...ora ora...=D